#272 - V is for Vacation

What's your idea of the perfect vacation...?

Here are a few shots that show off some of my 

favorite vacation ideals...

Romantic

St. Maarten

Riviera Maya

Riviera Maya

Seattle

Refreshing

Chicago

Maui

St. Lucia

Antigua

St. Maarten

San Francisco

Big Sky, Montana

Tulum, Mexico

Refueling

Destin, FL

Cartagena, Columbia

Boston

Hood River, OR

San Francisco

Bodega Bay

New Orleans

Living the Dream

Gettysburg

Washington D.C.

Maui, HI

Everywhere we can...

#274 - S is for Seattle

One of the benefits of having to do CME

(continuing medical education) is having a 

wide array of conferences to choose from.

A lot in places where I've never been.

Like Seattle.

Not only do you get to continue to learn

and grow in your profession, but you get to 

see cool and fascinating things...

Like the Chihuly Garden and Glass

where I took some amazing photos of

even more amazing artwork:

We had a reception one night in the atrium

just below the Space Needle... wow...

I also enjoyed going to the EMP 

(Enjoy Music Project) Museum.

Not only did they have some interesting exhibits:

DH, I think there's something behind you...!

But, I also was able to see the swords from the 

"Princess Bride" movie.  One of my favorites!

One day, I took a walk to the Fish Market and watched

as the mongers threw fish over people's heads.

We also caught a ride on the Bremerton Ferry,

one just to say we rode a ferry,

and two because they allowed dogs.

I don't know if they enjoyed the experience or not,

but they sure attracted a crowd and were

surprisingly well-behaved despite the noise.

And, three, you can't beat the picture opportunities:

We had our final reception at the

Museum of Flight where we got

to spend an entire evening enjoying the museum.

Have I mentioned I love planes?

We thoroughly enjoyed Seattle,

and the 12 hour Road Trip to and from the conference!

Day 6 - Will You Still Love Me...?

"Do you still love it?"

I was sitting in the atrium at the Chihuly Garden and Glass Museum in Seattle during the national conference for ACEP* enjoying a glass of wine and some fine appetizers, so it took me a moment to think about what

my colleague was asking me.  And, to be honest, I wasn't sure if I could answer her question.

I joked back, "Love is such a strong word..."  But, her question really put me in a pensive mood.  Did I still love it?  At a time when more patients are going to the emergency department because they can't find a primary doctor, or don't have insurance or have just gotten insurance and have put off having any routine medical care until today, and at a time when government fund cutbacks mean stricter measures for payment of fees (i.e., if you don't get good patient satisfaction scores, we're not going to pay you) it's hard to be an ED doc and not develop a certain level of cynicism.

I've already written about my decision to return to Emergency Medicine after having trained in Surgery in prior posts.  I wanted variety, continued challenges, the ability to go home at the end of my shift knowing I wouldn't get called back into the hospital just as I was getting settled in for the night.  And, for the most part, I do enjoy my job.  But there are those days when I wonder if I wouldn't be happier as a cashier... or a waitress... or....?  I think about what my application would look like... Prior Work Experience:  dealing daily with irrational people having unrealistic expectations and demanding all their problems get solved promptly.  I guess maybe they'd tell me I was over qualified.

Then I think about those moments of pure chaos, when you weren't sure if you were making the right decision at the time, and you relied solely on pure guts and instinct with whisperings of medical knowledge;  when both you and the patient came out slightly bruised and beaten on the other side but alive to fight another day.  Those are the moments when you truly feel you have made a difference; that those 10 years of  post-graduate education weren't a waste of time.

Those are the days when I do love my job.  And, they're the ones that keep me going...        

Find a job you enjoy, and you will never have to work a day in your life.

- Confucius

*American College of Emergency Physicians